Well yesterday I was relieved of my job. To most people that would be most worrisome considering all the doom and gloom about the economy. I my self am very happy about this happening. Without going into detail the position it self was a good one but the people I worked for were both mentally and verbally abusive. The two years I worked for these people I found that I went form being a confident well versed person. To believing that I was an uneducated and worthless employee. For a long while I accepted what they thought of me and found my confidence dwindling which also effected my performance. But then several months before I suddenly looked back on not only what I had done as a employee but also what I had done as a volunteer. I was often called on for projects and asked to lead projects that were seen as high priority. As soon as I started to gain this confidence I came to see that this employer was not in my best interest. And even as they told me to go I couldn't help but smile because it was not me who was loosing but them. They choose to keep their selfish and abusive ways then self analyze as I had to see if there was something within them that needed to change. Though I am not surprised by this due the fact they had gone through over 40 people in a year and as a small business it was ridiculous.
Now that that stress is out of my life I feel free and empowered to return to my true loves. Which was always my art and writing. I hope to be more active now and have my skills steadily improve.
I love you all and happy 2012.